~ Confused... ~

I m confused...

I've been thru so many changes...
I dun knoe which way to go...
Wat is happenin in my life...
Yet I've got it so togetha
I cn c with my eyes open or with my eyes closed...

Late at nite I cry... wonder y my life's goin, its like goin nower...
During d day everythin z ok...
F everythin z fine, y cn't she reach me...

I'm destined to lose...
Spent al my time lukin fr sumtin nvr knew wat fr...
Tried out al d options juz to find dat more pain n hurt were in store...
Been thru it all, but d one thing dat I still cant run frm z u...

Still I rmmbr bout al d things my mum sed dat i eva cud do...

But to be true, D LIFE I'm living, it's hard to let it go on...
Thou I've spent my whole life learnin, ter's so much dat I don't wana know nemore...

I kip hearin u sayin, telin me to leave it al bhind...
If I cud ny find d answers to d questions in my mind...
I wondr cud it b my mind's nt meant to understand...
I wil go wid my heart n put my life in GOD's hands...

Surrender to End...