~ Anythin Else Isn't Jz Up To U... ~

~ D 1 n Ony Pix Made A Mark On My Face ! ~

I Felt d urge to put dis into writing...

Nw d period of separation is very hard to digest, 1 pix of my Queen is makin me to turn into BEAST again each n everytime i looked at it !

She was depressed... I knoe dat... But hw can an asshole can even touched her weneva tey r being close to each other ??? I dun mind if my queen is close wit him... Dat'z her choice to choose ne1 to b fren wid... But alwiz rmmbr MY QUEEN ! It isn't up to u at al ! Its bot us... She neva gav me hint previously, but wen i found out by myself... I was disappointed... Made me a d heaviest drinker u can eva found in dis world.. I was tryin to digest d fact ~ She is avoiding me afta so much of closeness resides in our heart, yet another asshole is trying to take d advantage on her ~ datz wen i saw dis PIX ! ~ OMG ! Wat was he Doin !!!!!!! U will b wondering rite... Let me explain, 1st - tey were siting close to each other in d hall wer mos of others r sitting quite far to each other... 2nd - I dun reli cared y tey wana sit so near to each other... BUT ! I GET TENSED AFTA SEEING DAT ASSHOLE PLACING HIS HAND ON MY QUEEN"S LAP !!!! Damn ! Wat a fucker he can b ! Daz unacceptable at al.. I reli cant digest at al... Dis haz gone too far ! I was reli pissed, i ignored d instructions and d situation of her doin revisions for nex day exam.. N i called her... I asked : Did u ever saw d pix i sent u thru mail ? She answered : no.. havent.. I asked again : Look at it now itself... !!! Afta 3 minutes silent... She answered : ya , m lukin at it now.. I asked her in very disappointment tone : Wat was happening at dat point of time... Y was his hand was on ur lap ? * Note : I did not asked y were u both sitting so close to each other, coz i knoe bes frens it al normal.. * She was silent for moments... She sed : Dats not his hand, it was mine... * Anger Busting* I asked : Can u ZOOM dat pix n tel me whether u r havin 3 HANDS on ur lap ???? Isn't it so obvious he was placing his rite hand on ur lap... Y culdnt u feel it he was tryin to take advantage on u ??????? She replied : May be he was tryin to reach my handphone wic alwis on my lap... I answered : ok, dats fine... But y was ur face luk so tensed n insecure in dat pix ?? Didnt u felt netin wen touched ur lap deliberately ??? Guess wat she told me... : I was feelingless at dat time... i asked y , she cud not answer... It is clear sign of takin advantage of a gal who r in depressed n dats wat i cal ASSHOLE !!! I began to bcum insecure... i dun mind being over-protective afta dis... But i need to make sure she is in gud form n out of DAT KINDA ASSHOLES attitudes... I decided nw ! Dun let him b close to u wateva reason... He is a JERK n i hv proof to prove my words... So, f i eva see him wid u nywer... Pls dun blame me for not tellin u initially... I am very sorry in advance my queen ... I cant take it... U do know d consequences i had on my face after seeing dat pix... Afta seeing dat pix , i bcame reli restless.. i was shivering afta seeing wat has jus happened... i wasn in control... my hands started to shiver... I was afred i was gettin stroke ! OMG ! OMG ! i slowly sat dwn d floor... i have seen many tamil film, weneva sum1 gettin stroke , tey will try to reach out anythin in metal form to make it stop... Instantly, i saw my car key on the table inside the hotel room dat i stay every time.. But it was too far ! I saw d dinning table rite bside d couch , i stretch my leg n pull towards me... I forgot i was boilin water earlier to make maggie for my dinner... i reli forgot... Its al fate... afta i pulled it, i stretched my hands on the metal form table n grab it on the base part... It didnt stopped ! increased.. i close my eyes to make it stop by my mind... but i cudnt... It stopped sudeni ! at d same time... I was burned by the boilin water wic fell onto my hands... I felt d pain even more... I didnt realised d hot boiled water had splashed on my cheeks as well.. FUCK ! hell lot of pain i endured ! Oh God ! y is dis happened to me wen i did not commit any wrong on ne1... y u wana do dis to me... Is caring fr u was a big mistake ? yes.. i do felt dat moment... I was too muc hcaring daz y my queen started to get bored on me initially... Daz 1 of d reason for d breakup she mentioned b4... I an endure.. Afat all its my fault... Nw i dun mind being labeeled as over-protective again ! Nw i ny wan dat asshole to suffer for wat he done to me ! i will neva forgv him ! Guess wat she replied afta dat ... She asked me to forgv him for touching her... WAT ????? afta al dis, u wan me to forgv him ? wat r u thinkin !!!! Dun u hv sum compassion on me ??? ok... Wen u were down, u dun mind being touched by ur fren rite... Olrite, Nw , m ur fren rite, dats wat u wan me to bcum rite... If i touch u , wud u allow ?? No rite... Den hw cum ? She was numbed... Ok, m sorry for my words.. coz i was jz tryin to make u undstan , stay away frm people like him... I told her : U R A PERFECT ANGEL , U have EVERYTHING.. LOOKS, INTELLECTUAL, MONEY n GUD NAME N IMAGE AMONG UR KNOWNS... Do u wana spoil ur name by bein Teased wit sum asshole jz bcoz u r down ???? No ! U deserve perfect guy even its not me, ur parents r goin to search for the bes guy in the market for u... u Dun deserve to b played by Assholes like him... Plz undstan... !

She sed : ok... she will not go out wid him unless necessary... i sed : ok... i neva forbidden u from doin netin... but ur a gal, u mus knoe ur rites... He i a jerk, he will of coz try to take advantage on HOT gals like u... pls undstan d words i sed to u... U wana hate me, go ahead.. But i wil not forgv him nemore... He will get his retribution for wat he did ! i am nt gonna lev dis so easily... I f i ever c him outside, He WILL B SCREWED ! TRUSST ME, I CAN... N f especially f i c him wid u again , m reli sorry my queen ! i will not confront... I'll let him go 1st... Afta dat, dun blame me pls... I have gven my early warning... I was d 1 made dis happened to dis extend, i will rectify it by hook o crook ! Dun forgv me me... N dun Forget me... N my words... It's in my list of missions as well before i make sure ur life to b perfect back to normal... ~ I m responsible for al dis... Take dis as a STATEMENT if eva netin BAD n UNthinkable Happened ! ~ So, plz rmmbr again n again...

~ Anythin Else Isn't Jz Up To U... M involved as well... ~