~ M NT ME NEMORE F UR NT TER NEMORE ~

Da...

I reli wonder wat actually happens to u...
R u d 1 doin al dis...
Behavin like notin happened to us even afta bein so close to each other so many manytimes...
How can d memories jus fade away...
Were al d things v did togather doesn't have any special attachment on u... ?
U can forget jus like dat... ?
I gav everythin to u oredi... Y cant u c it... ?
M i dat not worth to u afta al... ?
Was i dat cheap to left bhind... ?
Was my love doesnt left ny marks on u... ?
Y... ? Y... ? Y ... ?
Hw cud i make u undstan.. ?
O u reli dowan o dun wish to undstan nemore... ?
Was al were my mistakes... ?
Wasn't i satisfy u enuf... ?
Wasn't i bein true to u... ?
Wasn't i reli loved u... ?
Wasn't i took care of u even more than me... ?

I am dying... u never knew...
I wish i can die now...
but i coudn't...
I need to kill my regretion...
I won b in peace...
w/o fulfill al my las wishes...
F u gv me another chance...
I will live on...
m reli depressed...
n u ignore...
Wer s ur care wic u can shower to others but nt me...
I wasn't qualified fr ur attentions... ?
I m nt smart nemore...
I feel ending dis life soon...
but i dun hope...
But f dats wat HE wans...
Wat can i do... ?
GOD - gv me d strength to finish my own story...
I reli cant take it nemore...
i don like dis torture...
Bein ditched... bein lone...
I had so much of fun wid u...
U fulfil me wat every guy's eternal requirements...
Afta fulfilin me, u hav fulfilled urs... ?
Do u reli knoe i was ever fulfilled... ?
U END it on ur Own w/o askin me... y... ?
M i nt fit even to b asked... ?

U took away my life...
took away my happines...
took away my hope...
took away my dreams...
Y everythin hv to b shattered jus like dat...
I neva cheated u...
Neva lied to u...
Neva suspected u...
Neva disrespected u...
Neva stop caring bot u...
But... hw cud u eva choose...
Y d need to divert ur attentions frm me totally... ?
I reli don seem to convince at al by netin happnd... ?
Wer is our intimacy... ?
Wer is our closeness... ?
Hav u reli dcided to gav to others... ?
It was ours...
will it be no more... ? y.. ! y.. ! But y.. ?

Tel me wat shud i do... ?
Tel me wer shud i go... ?
Tel me hw shud i live... ?
Tel me wer is my happines wil b afta dis... ?
Tel me wat was i in ur life... ?
Tel me was i a toy w/o feelings... ?

Tel me u neva care...
Tel me u neva love...
Tel me u neva wan...
Tel me da...
Jz tel me off da...

U seem to forget a lot of memories of ours... ?
U used to tel me everythin... ?
nw no more... ?
V used to discuss anythin... ?
nw no more... ?
V used to do everythin...?
Nw... nw... nw... No.. More... ?

Y.. ? tel me ... ? plz tel me ... ?

Y does it happens... ?
Hw does it happens... ?
Was i reli dat bad to b ditched... ?
Didnt i begged u... ?
many times... ?
Wat makes ur heart so cold n stoned by me... ?
Wat was it... ?
I used to b ter for u...
Have u even tot of wat wud happen to me... ?
wen ur gone... ?
i'll b a corpse...
Notin wil happen to u...
U wntd...
I wil gv...
I knoe i will...
fulfilin urs... makes me happy...
even its cost my life...

Is dat u wan...

take it by ful mean...

im happy doin it fr u...

~ :-) ~

~ M NT ME NEMORE F UR NT TER NEMORE ~