Sunday, June 20, 2010

You're the reason I live and the reason I die, you're the reason




U're D Reason I Live n D Reason I die, u're D Reason...

U Didn't Intentionally Break My Heart, u Even Sed u Were Sory, But I Cried Neway...

U Reli Knoe U lov Sum1 Wen Al u Wan z Fr Dem to b Happy, Even F Dat Means Dat u r nt a part of it Nemore...

I'm Nt Afred of Heights, I'm Afred of Falling. I'm nt Scared Of D Dark, I'm Scared of Wat's in it. I'm Nt Afred of Lov, I'm Afred of Nt Bein Loved Bck...

Hold My Hand, Jz One Mre Time, so I Cn Remind Maself y it z Dat I Cn't Get Over u...

I Thnk Its Time I Let u Go... N Dat Z Hard To Do Bcoz Part Of Me Wil B In Love WiD u Fr D Rez of My LiFe...

Wile I Was Holdin on... Al you Did Was Let Go...

U Neva Knoe Wat u hv Til u Lose It, N Once u Got it... Dun Lose it Gain...

My Heart Was Taken By u... Broken By u... n Nw it z In Pieces Becoz Of u...

Love z Like Fallin Dwn... In D End u're Left Hurt, Scarred Wid Marks, n WiD a Memory of It In Ur Heart...

U'r D One Who Broke Ma Heart, u'r D Reason Ma World Fell Apart, u'r D One Who Made Me Cry, Yet I'm Still In Love WiD u n I don Knoe y...

A Million Tears Wud Nt Brin U Bck, I Knoe Bcoz I've Tried...

Sumtimes D Memories R Worth D Pain...

For a Few Hours Of My Life u Made Me Feel As Tho I Actuly Meant Sumthin to Sumone...

We r Afred to Care too Much, Fr Fear Dat D Otha Person Does Not Care at Al...

U Alwiz Say u Hate to c Me HURT, n u Hate to C Me Cry... So Al Those Times Dat u Hurt me, Were u Closin ur Eyes...?

U Hurt Me Mre Dn I Desrve, Hw Cn u b so Cruel..? I LOVE u mre Dn u Desrve, Ws I Such A FooL...?

D Hardest Thing Bot Knowin u Don Lov Me
z Dat u Spent so Much Time Pretendin Dat u Did...


U askd Me Wat Ws Wron, I Smild n Sed Nothin, Wen u Turnd Arnd n a Tear Came Down n I Whispered To Maself... Everythin z... =(

I Don Knoe Wic I Wud Rather Bliv... Dat u Neva Did Care o Dat u Eventualy Stopped... ?

No 1 cn Promise Tey'll Neva Hurt u Bcoz at one Time o Anotha, It Wil Happen.. D Real Promise z F D Time u Spend Togatha Wil B Worth D Pain in D EnD...

Frustrated Bcoz I cn't Tel F it's Real. Mad Bcoz I don Knoe How u FeeL... Upset Bcoz U Don Wana Make It Rite... Sad Bcoz I Need u Day N Nite... Angry Bcoz u Won Take My Hand... Aggravated Bcoz U don Understand... Disappointed Bcoz We cn't Spend Time Togetha, But Stil I'll Lov u Foreva n Eva...

I Miss Al D Little Things... Like My Driving Wid My Hand Restin On Her Knee N D Way V'd Share a Big Corn Ice-Cream... But I Especially MISS D Hot Nites In Those Private Wen She Was Al Around Me, D Taste, N D Scent N D Feel of Her... N I'd Fall Asleep in Her Arms, WiD D Sound of Her HEARTBEATS Bein D Laz Thing I Heard Befre Goin To Sleep... I Ache WiD Longing...

Afta a Wile, U Learn D Diffrnce Btwn Holdin A Hand, N FaLLin In LOVE... U'll Learn Kisses Mite Don't Mean Somethin... Promises cn B Broken Jz as Easily as Tey were MADE, N as Hard as It z to Bliv...



Monday, June 14, 2010

~ MisunderstandiN .. ~




Shud I? Cud I?
Hav sed d wron thngs rite a thousand times...
F I cud jz rewind, I c it in my mind...
F I cud turn bck time, u'd stil b mine...

It cud b another misunderstanding...
U shud stop trippin n find out wat z happenin...
Bfre u start pointin fingers do somethin on me...
Realize ter z two sides to every story...

U cried, I died...
I shud hav shut my mouth, thngs headed south...
As d words slipped off my tongue, tey sounded dumb...
F dis old heart cud talk, it'd say u're my everythin...

I shud hav drove al nite, I wud hav run al d lights...
I ws misunderstood...
I stumbled like my words, Did D best I cud...
Damn, misunderstood...

U cried, I tried..
To stretch d truth, but i didn't lie..
It's nt so bad wen u thnk bot it...

It's u n I, jz thnk bot it...

I cn understan hw u feel bt don't overreact...
Until u knw d deal...step bck n peep d situation...
Don't b hasty baby fr lack of bein patient...
D truth wil come out in time...
F yu mov too fast frwrd den u can't rewind...
Two sides to every story...
Find out wat d real z...


Dun Punish me...

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

~ Y U'r Bein So far Away Frm me Til Nw...??? ~





NewYork Nagaram urangum neram thanimai adarnthathu
Paniyum Padarthathu..Kappal irangiye kaatrum karayil

nadanthathu...

Naangu kannadi suvarkalukule naanum meluguvarthy
Thanimai Thanimayo..kodumai kodumaiyo


NewYork Nagaram urangum neram thanimai adarnthathu
Paniyum Padarthathu..Kappal irangiye kaatrum karayil

nadanthathu...

Naangu kannadi suvarkalukule naanum meluguvarthy
Thanimai Thanimayo..Thanimai Thanimayo..kodumai

kodumaiyo...


Pechei ellam thaalatu pola.. ennai uranga vaika nee

illai..

Dhinamum oru muttam thanthu kaalai coffee koduka nee

illai..

Vizhyil vizhum thoosi thannai..
Eduka neeingu illai...

Manathil ezhum kuzhappam thannai theerka neeingu

illaiii...

Naan inge neeyum ange..intha thanimai nimishangal

varusham aanatheno...

Vaan inge neelam ange intha uvamaiku iruvarum

vizhakamanthu eno...

oh.oh.oh.oho..ohh..ohoh..oho..ohh


Naatkuripil nooru thadavai unthan peyarai ezhthum en
pena...

Ezhuthiyathum erumbu moika peyarum mariyathenna
theyna...

oh.oh.oh.oh...

Jillendru boomi irunthum...
Intha tharunathil kulirkaalam... kodaiyantheno...

oh.oh.oh.oh...

Naan ange neeyum vanthal senthanal kooda panikatti
pola marume..

oh..oh..oh..

Monday, June 7, 2010

~ Hoping Ur In Happy Moods Alwiz Coz Of Me.. ~

Da...

I wan u to hav a great moments in life...
Ur d Biggest gift in my life...
Presenting GIFTS for u makes me happy...

D PAINTING ~ Symbolise OUR FUTURE ~
D BUDDHA ~ Symbolise OUR PAST ~
D ELEPHANT ~ Symbolise OUR PRESENT ~

Weneva u c those GIFTS...

I hope u wil think of us n our pasts...
D great moments w had togather...

Missin u... But... I cant hold u nemore...
Lovin u... But... I cant feel u nemore...
Carin Fr u... But... U doesnt let me to show u nemore...
Wan u... But... I mite won b ter fr u nemore...
Need u... But... U wouldnt wanna let me feel dat nemore...

Life Is LIKE BUDDHA... ~ Sacrifice Your Needs For Other's Happiness... ~

Friday, June 4, 2010

~ M NT ME NEMORE F UR NT TER NEMORE ~




















Da...

I reli wonder wat actually happens to u...
R u d 1 doin al dis...
Behavin like notin happened to us even afta bein so close to each other so many manytimes...
How can d memories jus fade away...
Were al d things v did togather doesn't have any special attachment on u... ?
U can forget jus like dat... ?
I gav everythin to u oredi... Y cant u c it... ?
M i dat not worth to u afta al... ?
Was i dat cheap to left bhind... ?
Was my love doesnt left ny marks on u... ?
Y... ? Y... ? Y ... ?
Hw cud i make u undstan.. ?
O u reli dowan o dun wish to undstan nemore... ?
Was al were my mistakes... ?
Wasn't i satisfy u enuf... ?
Wasn't i bein true to u... ?
Wasn't i reli loved u... ?
Wasn't i took care of u even more than me... ?


I am dying... u never knew...
I wish i can die now...
but i coudn't...
I need to kill my regretion...
I won b in peace...
w/o fulfill al my las wishes...
F u gv me another chance...
I will live on...
m reli depressed...
n u ignore...
Wer s ur care wic u can shower to others but nt me...
I wasn't qualified fr ur attentions... ?
I m nt smart nemore...
I feel ending dis life soon...
but i dun hope...
But f dats wat HE wans...
Wat can i do... ?
GOD - gv me d strength to finish my own story...
I reli cant take it nemore...
i don like dis torture...
Bein ditched... bein lone...
I had so much of fun wid u...
U fulfil me wat every guy's eternal requirements...
Afta fulfilin me, u hav fulfilled urs... ?
Do u reli knoe i was ever fulfilled... ?
U END it on ur Own w/o askin me... y... ?
M i nt fit even to b asked... ?

U took away my life...
took away my happines...
took away my hope...
took away my dreams...
Y everythin hv to b shattered jus like dat...
I neva cheated u...
Neva lied to u...
Neva suspected u...
Neva disrespected u...
Neva stop caring bot u...
But... hw cud u eva choose...
Y d need to divert ur attentions frm me totally... ?
I reli don seem to convince at al by netin happnd... ?
Wer is our intimacy... ?
Wer is our closeness... ?
Hav u reli dcided to gav to others... ?
It was ours...
will it be no more... ? y.. ! y.. ! But y.. ?

Tel me wat shud i do... ?
Tel me wer shud i go... ?
Tel me hw shud i live... ?
Tel me wer is my happines wil b afta dis... ?
Tel me wat was i in ur life... ?
Tel me was i a toy w/o feelings... ?

Tel me u neva care...
Tel me u neva love...
Tel me u neva wan...
Tel me da...
Jz tel me off da...


U seem to forget a lot of memories of ours... ?
U used to tel me everythin... ?
nw no more... ?
V used to discuss anythin... ?
nw no more... ?
V used to do everythin...?
Nw... nw... nw... No.. More... ?


Y.. ? tel me ... ? plz tel me ... ?

Y does it happens... ?
Hw does it happens... ?
Was i reli dat bad to b ditched... ?
Didnt i begged u... ?
many times... ?
Wat makes ur heart so cold n stoned by me... ?
Wat was it... ?
I used to b ter for u...
Have u even tot of wat wud happen to me... ?
wen ur gone... ?
i'll b a corpse...
Notin wil happen to u...
U wntd...
I wil gv...
I knoe i will...
fulfilin urs... makes me happy...
even its cost my life...


Is dat u wan...


take it by ful mean...


im happy doin it fr u...

~ :-) ~

~ M NT ME NEMORE F UR NT TER NEMORE ~